Tomorrow is a Fresh Start.

Friday, 1 May 2026John 5:6

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Scripture

John 5:6·WEB Translation

When Jesus saw him lying there, and knew that he had been sick for a long time, he asked him, "Do you want to be healed?"

Devotional

Do I Actually Want to Be Healed?

There's something about a new month that feels a lot like New Year's Day. Well, to me anyway.

I update the date in my journal. I make a small promise to myself. Maybe this month I'll pray more, worry less, be kinder, break that habit I've been carrying around since January.

But before we get May properly going, I think it's worth sitting with a question I'd rather skip past. Do I actually want to change?

That might sound like a strange thing to ask. Of course I do. I'm here, aren't I?

But in John 5, Jesus walks up to a man at the pool who has been sick for 38 years and asks him something that must have also seemed odd. "Do you want to be healed?"

You might think at first, 'Well, of course he would.' But being healed means complete change, leaving behind his identity, his community, his way of thinking.

And I wonder if Jesus is asking me the same thing.

Because wanting a fresh start and wanting to be healed are not always the same thing. Sometimes I want the feeling of beginning again without the cost of actually changing. I want a clean calendar page more than I want the thing that makes me clean.

Healing means a new story. And a new story means the old one has to end.

So if I find myself at the start of this month with the motivation but also the quiet fear that I'll be back here again in 31 days, I can bring that to Him too. Not just my best intentions, but my doubts about them as well.

Tomorrow is a fresh start. Part of me is ready for that. But, part of me is scared of what it will cost.

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Prayer

Lord, tomorrow is a fresh start, a new day untouched by today's failures, a clean slate where I can begin again without the weight of what went wrong today.

Today might have been hard, disappointing, full of mistakes I wish I could undo, but tomorrow offers something today doesn't anymore, a chance to try again.

Teach me to hold onto hope even when today feels like failure, to remember that tomorrow brings new mercies, new opportunities, new grace for another attempt.

A fresh start doesn't erase what happened today but it means I'm not trapped in it, that one bad day doesn't define every day, that I can begin again.

Help me go to bed tonight releasing today, letting go of regrets and disappointments, trusting that tomorrow's fresh start is real, not just wishful thinking.

Remind me that Your mercies are new every morning, that fresh starts aren't earned but given, that I wake tomorrow to grace that's already waiting.

Give me hope when today feels hopeless, perspective that one difficult day isn't my whole story, faith that tomorrow really can be different because You make it new.

Let me rest tonight knowing tomorrow is a fresh start, and I can face it with renewed hope, clean slate, and another chance to walk in Your grace.

In Jesus' name,

Amen.

Journaling Prompts

Q.What habit or pattern have you been promising yourself you'd change - and haven't?
Q.What would actually have to end for that to change?
Q.What is the part of you that's scared of changing afraid of losing?
Q.When Jesus asks "do you want to be healed?" - what is your honest answer right now?
Q.What would it look like to bring your doubts to God, not just your best intentions?